Showing posts with label Philippines. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Philippines. Show all posts

Thursday, March 3, 2011

Fools’ Paradise

Apocalypse 8: 8-9
a startling state
as we realize we are hanging out in a matrix
wide awake in consciousness dissipate

What does the Sumerians know
neither were the transcribed documents
of Nostradamus show
The fateful date, December 12, 2012 , bestow.

The divine cross,
The transit to the center of gravity
Where the   thirteenth zodiac appear
Ophiuchus , in the orbit

What about Nibiru foreboding
the rapture . the scientists debunk
destroy … no evidence… extrapolate
using logical thinking…

believing we were plucked here
nor the explosion of the big bag
they say Nibiru will say goodnight
to all and sundry

3,600 years ago
It was meant to be …
Do we believe all of this?
including the Bible?

saying doomsday May 21, 2011
say your prayers and you will not be saved
there are only two kinds they say
the fools and the wise

whatever  we are destined
in the fatuous fire and brimstone
in the fury of the famine
in the  presence of the third Anti-Christ

Our consciousness is awakened
from this slumber of sloth
from the drudgery of work and worry
from the obsession with money…

Where art thou?
the lamb of God,
the savior of the world,
the creator of the  unified field…


thy will be done…
we survive or not…
we are awake in this frequency
we know change is a mere illusion

we know we can take shape
morph into another dimension
take flight into another plane
our soul is not indestructible

Does matter on earth  matter at all?
The Apocalypse might be a wake-up call
The prophecy of  Nostradamus
a sign to value our consciousness…

Live… Love… and Let Live…
 remember , May 21, 2011
as it comes to pass,
then,  mark December 12, 2012…

watch the sky
as we slowly die
in the light and fire
in this fools’ paradise….

Philosophical Diarrhea

The constant flow of life
The inevitable philosophies
Know it all gurus…cults… scientists…
We know who you are….

Make my stomach squirm
my heart fibrillate
my temperature go beyond 100 degrees
my sanity severed,  emasculated

We constantly swim into this diarrhea
conquering our fears
anchoring our selves
recreating our vision…

We create our voice
sans obeying anybody’s allegiances
create our own paths
to strive for purity in our impure lives

this is no mandate
this is no obligation
this is only your birthright
this is only your destiny…

to cease lurking behind shadows
to desist squirming when you talk different from the majority
to reach out to your own Being
to become aware of your own self

self –consciousness is  your key
self- fulfillment is your destiny
to find yourself first
to be comfortable in your own skin,
this is purely fundamental

then the diarrhea will dissolve
you can share your gifts
you can cast your light
up to the highest peak  for other’s to experience
not  just to see but to behold
that is what matters…


    

Dance amongst the stones

The little girl casts a pebble in the pond
watching the swirling motions
with a crooked smile
she saw the reflection
of her bucked teeth
refracting in the edges
of the waxing moon…
other kids played in the pond
hanged on the ropes in the tree house
along the banks of Mt. Apo
as was told of miracles unbound
the lines along the pond
coalesce and contort
akin to a cat’s cradle
as she looked at its reflection
now, seeing deep dark circles
under her eyes
she is 60 now
watching her grandkids
pelt pebbles in the pond
near Mt. Apo
where the elders told them
do not awaken the Gods
or it will cause their ire
do not tempt the waters
for it will cause a typhoon
Do not take a bath
Shhh…she chastised her grandkids
“But we wanted to play…”
exclaimed Anna
“OK”, she said
“But do not go near the pond again”
“why?”
“You might see a duende there”
“Really?” Anna said
“I thought I saw God dancing
in the light of the moon
He took me in
And he told me to be not afraid”
She hugged her
as she held her hand
and lead her to dance
amongst the stones…

Youth undone...

circling dervishes awash in the sun
coruscating like diamonds in the shore
i capitulate the stench and the stank
of your succor
your insouciance slakes my thirst
taking the pearls in thy tongue
twisted waters turn to wine
waxing the moons along the rhine
In between breaths
You bounce out of your eyes
I see you shine in the sun
Boy from the pearl farm
you till, you steal
you melt away in your meal
the pearl you give
is a full lives reprieve
no muro ami
no kaingin
no ambush
no dynamite fishing
keep you at bay
keep you out of the hay
no more rice paddies, eh
no more pearls to dive for , eh
what now
what for
what else
where to my boy

The Mustard Seed











(For Fr. Joseph A. Galdon, SJ)

Along Katipunan Avenue
I hustled to take the jeepney
Could not remember what day or time it was
I have my pen and paper ready
You said, “Take your test first.
Remember to take deep breaths
and just answer the questions you
know first. Do not linger . ..
I tremble and took it
awash in sweat and sun
in the may summer there…
I met Cymbelline and Luisa
I took my seat
in the far north of the room
checking my compass
confirming my feng shui as if it mattered
Done in two and a half hours
I flagged Fr. G at the hallway
He patted me at the back
“How was it?”
I finished. I answered them all
Good. I expect you to be here soon
I hope so
He winked
The following week
He called and said
You are welcome to sign some paperwork
Come at 9 am tomorrow
I was there bright and early
Sitting down on the park bench
Across the Rizal Library
I fidgeted and smoke a drag or two
I saw Luisa who smiled back
Are you coming?
Oh, are you going there too?
Of course, common!
Inside the English Department
I saw Cymbelline and some others
in the green room of Fr. G
His Grecian nostrils in full flair
You ladies wait
As I sign up Bernard ok
He put on his double wide lens
his Parker pen…
As I await my turn
He hugged me and said
See you are not only good in numbers
also in letters
I tearfully remember him
Reading his autographed
piece entitled, “The Mustard Seed”
mssives he wrote
advising me on how to coach
my students at Marianas High
back in the 90s
He said to be patient…persevering
I remember my Palauan student
Jackie who gave me a postcard
from Hawaii
graduated with honors….
I recall the days I was teaching
English Literature and Composition
as well as dealing with Jostens
in the Yearbook…
Oh… Fr. G…
As I sit down in the park bench
along Rizal Library
last January before you said farewell
I know you are here
with me , in me
as the effervescent wind
and trees danced
I know you see
I hear you believe
I listen you heard
I wanted to continue
the legacy
the inspiration
the word
the mark is indelible
The Mustard Seed
no time , no man
no catastrophe, no cause
can obliterate it
It is you
alive in this world
now in the realm of the divine
knowing the unknown
among the unknowable…
I create. I awe. I create
I know God is here
as much as you are.
The Mustard Seed …

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

Pinay fulfills dream of becoming US lawyer

GRETEL Tiongson-Ness migrated to the "Garden State" of New Jersey, USA at the tender age of 15. During the mid-60s, Gretel's paternal grandfather, Dr. Antonio Tiongson, a specialist in hematology, together with her grandmother, Cornelia, a pediatrician, petitioned her father, Danilo, his wife, Grace, and all of their four children (which included Gretel, the eldest of the siblings) to migrate to America.

Gretel recalls, "I transferred from Assumption in Makati after my junior year where I was in boarding school living next door to the nuns." Her parents had to make the decision to sell their business. "We had a flourishing palaisdaan in Lingayen and Binmaley, Pangasinan as well as sugarcane and rice plantations in Baculong, Tarlac," she adds.

Law school

Gretel says that when her entire family took the risk and left their comfortable haven in Tarlac, she already knew she wanted to be a lawyer, "I attended Holy Spirit in Tarlac during my elementary years. Then, my parents decided to transfer me to boarding school at Assumption in Makati. When our immigrant papers finally came through, I had to finish my last year of high school in New Jersey before I pursued college at Rutgers University finishing pre-law. I then went to law school at Albany Law School in New York."

After passing the bar in New York, Gretel worked at the Newark INS (Immigration and Naturalization) Asylum Office in New Jersey as an asylum officer where she adjudicated applications for political asylum from various countries, including the Philippines.Though she planned to work for the government for only one year, Gretel stayed an extra year since she enjoyed her work as an asylum officer. In 1996, she was assigned to work at the INS Office in Guam to interview Kurdish refugees from Iraq and it was there that she met her husband, Brian Ness, an INS Detention Enforcement Officer at the time. He came from the Portland, Oregon INS Office. After less than two years, Gretel and Brian got married in a simple civil ceremony in August 1997. In the name of love, Gretel agreed to move to Portland, Oregon to be with Brian.

"Close family and friends thought I was crazy to quit a good paying secure job and move across the country just like that!" she recalls. But Gretel trusted her instincts, backed by her solid upbringing, to guide her in her decision. "Brian and I share the same core values when it comes to family as well as our goals in life. So even though we may be night and day in everything else, our values are what keep us strong as a family."

Gretel says that when she first came to Portland, transferring to the INS there was not an attractive option since it was not comparable to her position in the New Jersey office. So she took the bar exam in Oregon, passed it and worked with a small immigration firm for three years before she moved to Parker, Bush and Lane in 2001. She now works with six other immigration lawyers.

For Gretel, the bottom line is service. She is there to serve the immigrant, to hopefully give the immigrant a leg up, a positive new start in life in America. She knows the travails that immigrants go through having gone through the immigration process herself. "I figured since my family and I went through the long wait for our papers, went to the consular interview at the US embassy, and then filed for our US citizenships, specializing in immigration law would be an easy transition, especially since I also speak fluent Tagalog. Immigration law is such a special area not only because of its complexity but also because of the very positive and personal nature of it. Sa simula pa lang, very positive na since you are contributing directly to the start of a new life of an immigrant in America."

Time for family

Gretel says that the firm is very family-oriented, so she is able to still spend quality time with her family. Although a self-proclaimed workaholic, Gretel places foremost value to family time with her little children. "I am blessed and lucky to be in a profession that I love and to have found a very supportive work environment. This may sound weird but I love waking up in the morning and going to work. Indeed, my firm is almost like a second family to me. Everybody is supportive of each other. My other partners, Rich Parker, James Lane, Les Bush, and Tilman Hasche, are wonderful and very considerate when it comes to family issues." She says that there is nothing worse that having to wake up in the morning and work day in day out in a job you absolutely detest.

Advice for immigrants

As an immigration lawyer, Gretel has some advice for Filipinos wanting to migrate to the US. After 9-11, Gretel says everything has become so strict when it comes to immigration. "Napakahigpit na. For example, before they would just routinely run a security check on the alien applicant. Now, INS runs a security check on the US Citizen or green card holder petitioning the immigrant as well." She says there has definitely been a wave of anti-immigrant sentiment in the types of laws recently passed by Congress, especially with the notion that foreigners are taking jobs away from US workers.

"The fight against terrorism must be balanced with the protection of individual rights. One's patriotism should not be pitted against one's desire to uphold the rights protected by our Constitution. Although well-intentioned, the laws coming out of our government have definitely had an anti-foreigner flavor to them."

Gretel mentions that she has found it useful to chat with Pinoy clients first before officially asking them to come to the office and pay the firm's initial consultation fee. "Normally, after you get through the long history of most Pinoys, I find that an immigration benefit may not be immediately available to them at the present time. Sayang naman na magbayad pa sila ng consultation fee only for me to tell them that nothing can be done at the present time."

Questions

The other thing she has found is that there is a lot of misinformation within the Filipino community. "Everybody knows someone who appears to have the exact same case as theirs and was able to get an immigration benefit. Ang hindi nila alam and which of course most kababayans will not readily share is the fact that the case is really more complicated than it sounds and the negative aspects to it were not shared." So Gretel warns that if something sounds too good to be true, ask a lot of questions and ask for written proof. Unfortunately, she says, "Kung minsan kapwa Pilipino pa ang nanloloko."

For Gretel, life as a US immigrant lawyer has its rewards, one of which is being able to help her fellow Filipinos achieve their dreams to work in the land of endless opportunities.

[ First published by Philippine Daily Inquirer Copyright © 2003 www.inq7.net ]

Pinoy-Russian wanderer builds a career in America


AFTER traveling around the world, Pinoy-Russian Geronimo Tagatac carved his own career niche as a management consultant on e-commerce and e-government in the Business and Technology Department, Information Resources and Management Division of State of Oregon. But in the midst of business concerns, Tagatac is also immersed in writing American Asian articles and reaching for his Filipino roots in Batac, Ilocos Norte.

Tagatac was born to an Ilocano father, Tagatac Sr., and a Russian Jew mother, Augusta Finkelstein. He relates that his mother was a Russian refugee from New York and his father was a farmer who pursued the "American Dream." Tagatac Sr. was originally from Batac, Ilocos Norte.

Bitten by the writing bug

Tagatac said that it was only ten years ago that he started writing. His stories had been published in several publications namely, The Writer's Forum, Orion, Mississippi Mud, Northwest Review, River Oak Review, Alternatives Magazine, among others.

In 1997, Tagatac was awarded the Oregon Literary Arts Fellowship and in the summer 2001 and 2003, he was invited to teach at the Fishtrap Fellowship, a summer writing fellowship that has several different workshops in fiction, poetry, non-fiction, songwriting and publishing. During the summer 2001, Tagatac taught "Magical Realism," and this summer 2003, he will teach "Difficult Characters in Fiction".

Conscious of his Pinoy roots, he said that he wanted to know more about Filipino writers who write in English. He would also like to meet Ilocano writers, too.

Asked about Filipino writers who he has read and admired, he said he likes Carlos Bulosan, whose life story similar to his father's. He was also quick to mention Jose Rizal and Jessica Hagedorn, known for her novel, "The Dog Eaters."

Tagatac's favorites include fiction writers, Ray Carver, Gina Berriault who wrote "Woman in their Beds" collection of short stories, and Gina Ochsner who won the Flannery O'Connor Award for her collection of short stories, "The Necessary Grace to Fall." Currently, Tagatac is planning to get an agent to publish his short story collection called "The Weight of the Sun."

Tough childhood

Tagatac and his younger sister Joan moved from Connecticut, where he was born, to New Orleans. Tagatac recalls how unsettling it was to be the "new boy in the block" but he did not mind it since he was too young to realize the impact of divorce when his parents parted ways when he was five and Joan was only two.

"My father was an independent fisherman and there was a time when we lived on his boat." He also had to adjust at a young age to his father's new family when Tagatac Sr. remarried a Cajun, Laura Lytle, with whom he had three more children, Shirley and the twins , Roland and Roselyn.

At the age of 15, Tagatac recalls that he helped his father in the vegetable farms. "I worked in the fields-weeded onions, thinned the lettuce, picked beans, cabbage, squachs, corn, cauliflower, you name it, we did it!"

It was also during that time that he became fascinated with Physics and took the San Jose State College Entrance Exams, After passing that test, Tagatac supported himself by singing folk songs in the pubs and coffee shops during the early 60s. He also worked as dishwasher, ship cargo worker among others.

War experience

At the age of 22, Tagatac was drafted, but he enlisted as an Airborne infantryman. He passed the special forces exam and was trained to be a demolitions specialist on the Special Forces A Team.

"We were in teams of 12 and we were taught to train the soldiers for insurgency operations. We put up expedient bridges and call for mock explosions to train our forces for ambushes and other guerilla tactics. At Fort Bragg, we set up barbed wires, mine fields, field fortifications and makeshift hamlets during our training operations. We did a lot of parachute jumps." He recalled it was a hectic one-year course. This prepared him to be part of the 7th Special Forces, at Fort Bragg, and the 5th Special Forces, in Vietnam where he served from 1965 to 1966. He was stationed at the Phu Quoc island south of Camau Peninsula in the Gulf of Siam.

After his stint in Vietnam, he went back to San Jose State, California and finished his Bachelors and Masters degrees in History at the San Jose State College. The Ilocano in his blood prevailed as he explored the old civilizations of Europe. He traveled in England, France, Belgium, Germany, Denmark, Czech Republic, Spain and Italy staying in hostels and riding the crest of "joie vivre."

Political concerns

He pursued his doctoral degree in Political Science at the University of California in Davis and during that time, he got a scholarship that enabled him to study Mandarin. "I was in Taiwan for a year from 1975 to 1976." He indicated that during that time he was a leftist. "I was an anti-war activist. Between 1977 and 1978, I lived on the HK Island. It was before the normalization of US-China relations." Due to various distractions, he fell short of a dissertation in finishing his doctoral degree.

During the 80s, he was back in Davis, California where he worked in the California State Legislature's Assembly Office of Research. "I was assigned to draft legislation for the International Trade Commission, write the policies and reports for the legislative assembly."

After seven years in San Francisco and a year in Fremont, California, Tagatac was offered a job in Salem in 1989. "I got this job with the Oregon Public Utility Commission as a management analyst. Later, I was a rotation budget analyst with the Legislature's Ways and Means Committee."

Family

"I am now a single father. Mara, my daughter, who is 14 and is in high school grade 9, stays with her mom and I get her twice a week. I want her to experience and learn about America as well as the world at her own time."

Tagatac is a man who has traveled far and wide but who has remained grounded in his identity. As he fleshes out in one of his stories entitled "The Dance Class" published at the Chapultepec Press, his protagonist Mateo says "I could not have explained why I felt the need to wander among lovers, jobs, and homes. It was just that something eventually drained out of people and places and made them as flat as light on an overcast day. When that happened, I knew that it was time to go where the air was clear...where there was smell of new soil. But I always knew, from the first moment, I arrived, that want and loss would come again to drive me away..."

(Ms Schuld is based in Portland, Oregon, USA. She was a Manila-based business reporter of Business Star News and Hong Kong-based foreign correspondent for Asia Technology Magazine. She graduated from St. Scholastica's College in 1983.)


[First Published by the Philippine Daily Inquirer Copyright (C) 2003 www.inq7.net]



Pinay puts up a 'shop around the corner' in US










Ysabel SanPedro-Schuld
The Author

A CORNUCOPIA of 10,000 books greet you as you browse through the Affordable Bookstore located at 312 1/2 East 2nd Street in Dalles, Oregon 60 miles east of Portland. The bookstore, now two years old, is the brainchild of Genoveva Torqueza-Allan, 42, wife to Dan Allan, 39, a tugboat technician at the Tugwater Barge Shipping and Transport Lines, and mom to kids Calvin, 15, and Shirley, 9. A native of Abra, Ilocos Sur, Allan worked as a domestic helper in the mid-80s in Hong Kong where she met her husband.

Passion for books

Allan remembers as a child that she loved to read Nancy Drew mystery books while attending high school at the Heart of Mary High School in Abra, Ilocos Sur. "I did not imagine myself owning a bookstore but my instincts dictated that I should do it since my son who is now a sophomore in high school is a book lover and my daughter likes to read Laura Ingalls and now, Harry Potter."
Allan muses that she has gone far from her humble beginnings. "It was in 1985 where I met Dan at the CrossRoad Disco along Wanchai Road in Hong Kong. In 1991, we got married and in 1993 we moved to the Dalles."

Knowledge of business

Allan knows her business. She has developed her store as a meeting place for people. She knows that most of her women customers like the works of Jude Deveraux, Nora Roberts, Jane Auel, and Janet Evanovich. "Women in this town love to talk and say 'hi'. The bookstore is their watering hole. I enjoy it too and it made my kids very outgoing since their peers come here to swap or buy books and discuss their reading assignments, too."

Swapping means bartering your books and Allan values books based on their readable quality. If the book is in satisfactory condition and is not torn or dog-eared, she gives 25 US cents credit from its original value. If the book is in less satisfactory condition, she gives 10 US cents credit for each book.

"I only charge a service fee of 10 US cents per book when they buy or swap. My book prices range from 50 US cents to half the actual price of a brand new book especially if they are in excellent hardbound cover," she explains.

Apart from books, Allan also sells used VHS Tapes, brand new curios, sunglasses, ornamental gewgaws, necklaces and other hair accessories. She also has two computers for surfing over the Net. She charges about two dollars for 15 minutes or six dollars per hour of Internet use.

Partner in business

Her husband Dan also has a business called Columbia Gorge Computer LLC that is located in the back of her bookstore. "My husband loves to troubleshoot old computers as well as build computer systems. The client states the configuration and he customizes a computer depending on client's budget. The client can bring the parts and Dan will build them or he can do it-buy the parts, configure and build a wonder machine for them."

Allan also puts some of her books up in ebay.com or at half.com and they sell out quickly. Allan says that whenever she could, she donates books to the library or to a secondhand thrift store. "I believe in karma and in making a difference in the lives of others especially in helping people get smart by means of reading a book."

[First Published by the Philippine Daily Inquirer Copyright (c) 2003 www.inq7.net]

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Asian Writer

Ysabel San Pedro-Schuld: Writer from the Philippines

Published in the following:

2004 - Philippine Daily Inquirer –Career Tales Section during Wednesdays – highlights true stories of Fil-Americans who strived to achieve the American dream directed to Filipino readers ;

2004 - Asian Reporter in Portland Oregon featured Gary Valencia ‘s concert at Seattle University’s Meany Hall;

1990 to 2003- Asia Technology HK Magazine –Philippine correspondent (1990-1991); Sarimanok magazine for Eastern Telecoms (1990); Environmental Update Magazine, Australia –(1990); Umanidat Literary Journal Saipan(1994-1996); Caracoa Literary Journal (1990-1991); The Philippine Free Press (1990-1992);The Philippine Graphic 1990-1992).